Once Upon a time..

So, I miss you all the time now.. (´Д` ). Nobody understands how much I miss you and I miss how much we used to talk. I try not to admit it to myself.. that I still feel this way. Nobody knows that I wake up thinking of you each day. I still think of you and I really do miss you (｀･ω･´). Some days I can go nearly one hour without thinking of the taste of your mouth. And sometimes I miss you the way someone drowning remembers the air. I don’t think about much that isn’t you, but other than that what we are. It doesn’t feel like a cliché. It is something very completely new. They do not write books about the things that we are. I like that. I like you. I like the way you that you curve and bend and dip and arch and rise and fall, like a poem(ɔ˘⌣˘)♥(˘⌣˘c). I like when my fingers are entangled in yours and my head is on your chest listening to your heartbeats, it gives me the sensation that I am safe and nothing bad can happen to me… Because if it does, you will be here. I wish I could stay in your arms cuddling and spooning forever (´；ω；｀). I like when you say ‘I remember’ or ‘I can still smell you’. I like the muscles in your legs that sometimes twitch when you sleep. I like the internet, because in a way, it brings you closer to me (o´3｀o). I like hearing you call my name. I like writing with my fingertips on your skin all the things I cannot say. I always get lines from poems and songs stuck in my head when you are around ( ´ ▽ ` )ﾉ. I like your beard. I like your hair… Please don’t grow it longer when I am not around to feel it through my fingers. Be bald! ( u 3 u* )~ I like who I am when I am with you. I like how you make me better. Baby steps… I am learning, I swear I am! ( > 0 ≦ )o I like how you look at me. I love you… ❤